Ok so, silly me, last weeks (episode 39) I actually stumbled upon a different album of Once more with feeling. Until I listened to the podcast I thought it was the one from Placebo, not Buffy sundtrack. But I stumbled upon this song, and it's a great song. I actually really want to buy this album now, so if it wasn't for you guys I wouldn't have heard of this album! LOL This song reminded me of Bella sort of after Edward leaves and her "fear of growing old" I know it's also takes place before Edward leaves. But it's still a great song and I recommend that you listen to it, Nicole and everyone else. You;ll love it/