I found this song by Kelly Clarkson. I know, I know, Kelly Clarkson? When I first listened to this song I didn't even think it could be Kelly Clarkson. But what really won me over was the lyrics. So the song is Addicted and here are some of the lyrics
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
(And then these lyrics made me think of Bella in New Moon when Edward leaves her)
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
Thank you. Remember, Addicted by Kelly Clarkson.