18 Days by Saving Abel

This is totally when Jacob changes for the first time and he wants to tell Bella but can't.

Lyrics:
Verse 1

Its been 18 days
Since I've had to look at myself
I don't wanna have to change
If I don't then no one will
Is it my state of mind
Or is it just everything else
I don't wanna have to be here
I don't understand it now


Chorus

Cause its been 18 days
Since I first held you
But to me it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I'm trying hard to re-arrange
Some say its the hardest thing to do
But that's another 18 days
Without you..

Verse 2

Time after time
I've been through this
You show me what it means to live
You give me hope when I was hopeless
As my days fade to night
I remember that state of mind
I'm soaring straight into your heart
And I'll fly high

Chorus

Cause it's been 18 days
Since I first held you
But to me it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I'm trying hard to re-arrange
Some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's another 18 days
Without you

Verse 3

And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end
But I'll fight this time
So that we might
Have a chance at this


Cause it's been 18 days
Since I'd look at myself
I don't wanna have to change
If I don't then no one will

Chorus

Cause its been *to* many days
Since I first held you
But to me it feels just like
It *feels* like a lifetime
I'm trying hard to re-arrange
Some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's just *to* many days without you

And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end
But I'll fight this time
So that we might
Have a chance at this..